A Sanctuary Where Love and Kindness Prevail

Artwork by An Marke

I long for a home where suffering no longer takes hold, where the echoes of hurtful words or cruel actions no longer pierce the very fabric of my being. A sanctuary where love and kindness prevail. In this envisioned home, no one shall spit at me or kick me, nor shall I be subjected to senseless beatings or left to wither in the bitter cold snow.

Within the depths of my longing lies a profound desire for safety, for a refuge where my spirit can find respite from the storms that have raged within the walls of our home. I yearn for solace, for a haven where I won't be pulled by my hair around the pond, where the waters of fear and subjugation can no longer drown my voice.

In this sanctuary of my heart's desire, I imagine a place where I may cultivate my own garden, a space where I can sow seeds of reconstruction and redemption. Where once there was darkness, I envision vibrant colors and the gentle sway of blossoming flowers. This home is not simply a physical space, but an inner dwelling, a sanctuary of healing and restoration.

In the face of such pain, it becomes increasingly vital to embrace the strength within, to cultivate an unwavering resilience that refuses to be defined solely by the past. The journey towards this longed-for home may be arduous, but within each courageous step lies the potential for transformation. It is a path that requires kinship with one's own soul, and a steadfast commitment to creating a life bathed in gentleness and compassion.

As I embark on this journey towards a home free from suffering, I humbly recognize that healing is a multifaceted process. It is the willingness to seek support, to lean on trusted companions who can bear witness to my pain and offer the balm of understanding. It is the recognition that true healing lies not only in escaping the clutches of abuse, but also in the daily acts of self-love and care that nourish my wounded spirit.

With each passing day, I strive to create a space within myself that echoes the haven I long for. I offer myself the tenderness, love, and compassion that were denied to me, knowing that in doing so, I am redefining my own worth and reclaiming my inherent dignity. From the ashes of despair, I rise with renewed courage, knowing that the journey towards a home where I am cherished, seen, and valued is not an impossible dream, but a worthy pursuit.

And so, as I navigate the winding path towards this cherished home of my longing, I hold onto hope, resilience, and the unwavering belief that I will find love, safety, and freedom from suffering. In my courageous pursuit of a life filled with peace and joy, I am guided by an inner light that illuminates the way forward, one step at a time, towards the home my heart longs for.

I Love You, An